Well Jason is now home, he has been home since 30/509 and its now 2/06/09 i am so tired... thins are a lot differant than i thought they would be, i couldnt get him to go to sleep, and i cryed :( i think i am sick, my throat is all swollen, im dizzy tired, nose is running and all i wanna do is sleep,
Jason is now looking alot like his older brother, some nights its really hard to look at him,
Im trying to catch up on sleep though its not really happening,
daniel tries to help out though doesnt really do much he feeds him for me when i am to tired to, though i am stilw aiting for him to helop with withthe house work though i dont think thats going to happen,
sorry i havnt been on much to read other peoples journals and so forth im jsut really tired..