Sunday, September 27, 2009

17 months

so its been jsut over 17 months since my little man grew his wings,
everyone told me that it gets easyer, though i still remember the day like it was just yesterday, the voice of the doctor telling me "im sorry there is nothingwe can do, you are going to have your little boy today",
i still remember the heart ake in my husbands eye and i still remember the piece of my heart that was taken that day,
i dont think it gets easyer.......

some days i really need to think about what he looked like, what he felt like and what he smelt like,
some days i cant really remember and others its clear as anything

i love you litle man

1 comment:

  1. I don't know that the pain will go away. I think what they mean is that it will get easier to know how to deal with the pain. I still don't know how.